Tradgic Event Of The Day

I know that I have already posted something today but this is way more important. I have just learned that one of my favorite artists Michael Jackson died a few hours ago. He was found in his appartment not breathing, he was pronounced dead in a hospital in LA, the doctors are saying cardiac arrest. I am perfectly aware of the accusations against mj and I firmly believe that he was not guilty. He was a troubled man but not by his own wrongdoing, the extent of his mental torment was more than likely caused by his excessivly abusive father. None of that matters now though, mj was a true icon of pop culture and music all around the world. He will be greatly missed and mourned over. Rest in peace Michael.

This Doesnt Seem Fair

I absolutly hate not being able to drive! Having friends that are 3 and 4 years older than me doesnt help this matter much. Sure they can give me rides and stuff but stil. Seeing the freedom of my seventeen year old friends and the pleasure they get from that freedom makes me want the same, but since I am 14 so that is an impossibility. I suppose that being content and happy with what I do have and what I can do is more difficult for me than I realized. I look at my younger sibblings and my younger friends and think about all the things I can do that they cant, that always makes me feel better. :) Sometimes I have to remind myself to come back down to earth and be thankful for what I have, I strongly believe that i am not the only human that has to do so every once in a while. haha.