Newly Found Hatred

Thanks to band camp my flute and I are now enemies. In the past week it has caused me so much physical and mental pain that I want to back my car over it. I am attempting to keep a positive attitude but it is getting increasingly harder by the second. Oh and in addition to me not knowing what the hell i'm doing guess where my place is on the feild??? Thats right, front and center. How great is that? Just my luck.