Fun With Homophobics

Today me and my friend Bree went to the beach... We decided to do a little experiment... We tested the beach goers acceptance of open homosexuality. Our first subjects were two six year old children, as we walked past them, held hands, and said hi. They responded to us normally as if they didn't care that we were two girls holding hands then asked us to join them in building their sand castle. Our next subjects were a teenage couple maybe a year or two older than us. We continued to just simply hold hands, the couple approached us and started talking, after a little while the guy asked us if we were in a relationship together, when we replied no he looked embarrassed and apologized for assuming (which we all thought was funny). Our last subjects were four older people sitting under an umbrella. We walked past them still holding hands and then sat down in the sand to observe their reactions from a distance. The two women were the first to react, they stared and pointed and talked, then they proceeded to tell the men and the surrounding sun bathers. We were never approached or spoken to by this group, only pointed to and stared at. Our observations from this little experiment were that the older our subjects were the less accepting they were and the quicker to react they were. I'm not sure what to do with this information but here it is. lol.

Worst Way To Die?

Ok, so me and my friend were talking about ways to die. we arent suicidal or anything, just insane bored. lol. Anyway we decided that the worst way we could think of to die was this... A person that is paralyzed from the neck down falls out of their wheelchair face first into a puddle of water, and they drown because they have no way to get themselves out of the puddle. I think its like the saddest thing ever. :( Any thoughts?

Newly Found Hatred

Thanks to band camp my flute and I are now enemies. In the past week it has caused me so much physical and mental pain that I want to back my car over it. I am attempting to keep a positive attitude but it is getting increasingly harder by the second. Oh and in addition to me not knowing what the hell i'm doing guess where my place is on the feild??? Thats right, front and center. How great is that? Just my luck.

Mother's Racial Comment Of The Day

Ok so today I went to the mall with my mom. As we were leaving the parking lot there was a young man behind us... bass turned up all the way, backwards hat, peirced ears, the whole nine yards. My mother is a racist if I hadnt already mentioned that. She turns to me and says "Veda you see that guy behind us? That there is a wannabe nigger" She knew how profoundly pissed off I would get but procceded to say it anyway. I simply cannot tollerate her constant racist comments, jokes, etc. She is in no position to judge the decisions or lifestyles of others. Any thoughts???

Am I By Myself Or Insane?

Lately I have felt like I'm alone. Its not that I haven't been around people because that's kind of inevitable for me. I'm not sure where this feeling is coming from, its like an uneasy or unsettled feeling in the back of my mind all the time. This is not depression, I've been there, this is quite different. I am doing my best to act normal and to not let anybody know of this unnecessary, unexplainable feeling that is constantly haunting me. Any thoughts or suggestions would be extremely helpful.